#112

so, i'm not really sure where i went wrong.
(actually thats a lie - i know where i went 'wrong', but the word 'wrong' in this context doesn't seem to describe what's happened)
i slept to little, and 'studied to much'
and holed myself in texts and cheap coffee,
the typical life of most university students.
i stayed in on saturdays,
stayed up late fridays,
skipped lots of meals and ate all the wrong things.
and did i mention the copious amounts of cheap coffee?

however - i tried.
i tried to keep in touch, i tried to the best of my abilities.
but the fact of the matter is, unless you were either sitting next to me
reading a textbook, or the actual textbook itself,
there wasn't to much of me to be spread around
to other things.

i tried talking to you,
i tried reaching out, to the best of my ability.
but i can't apologize for these things;
studying to much
and sleeping to little.

so, here we are.
january, 2011.
three A's up and a few friends down
(or so it seems for now).


but hey,
i'll always have cheap coffee, right?