#39

i feel like i'm wasting my time.

and contrary to popular belief, i do not have my shit together by any means.
i don't know what to do next,
i don't know what i'm supposed to do next.

option a)
continue wasting time.
working toward a 'goal' that feels like it's extremely distant, and will never be attainable.

option b)
pick a new path.

it's like being stuck in a circle that you can't get out of.
high school was pre planned.
why is this so difficult?