#113

if i ever push you away, i don't really mean to,
when i tell you i don't want to
talk about it,
i do,
i'm just looking for the right words.
give me a minute.
if i can tell you, i will.

see, i try to be this balance of perfect and
real at the same time.

i'm still working on the ratio.

when i get really quiet?
its because i have too much to say,
and i'm not really sure where to start.

i miss you,
but space is good too i guess.

these days, my head is just a complicated pile of
thoughts,
full of fears and cravings and dreams and
loves and this tangled up
nostalgia for the past and the present all
at once.

i am flawed,
i am human,
i am broken.
but i am trying.

i am two hands and one heart and one head,
going in 1000 different directions,
all at one time.

let's dance,
cause i can't do it all alone forever.

#112

in the end,
your just as broken as the rest of us.

#111

i shoot the lights out
hide till it's bright out
whoa, just another lonely night
are you willing to sacrifice your life?

#110

"The stars are always there but we miss them in the dirt and clouds. We miss them in the storms. Tell them to remember hope. We have hope."

#109

kill me now.

#108

#107

and so i will stand and extend
the least warming of all welcomes
to you,
i can't say you were missed while you were gone.
we are all ready this time,
to stand and fight for a
right that
is hers and ours alone.
this is her body,
her soul, and her war to fight,
all of us
small soldiers by her side
prepared to defend
no matter the cost.
the fight for a lifetime
begins now,
and i must say, it is my greatest belief that
you, alone and by yourself,
do not stand a fighting
chance.

#106

your not fooling anyone, you know.

#105

lend me your hand and we'll conquer them all
but lend me your heart and I'll just let you fall

#104

maybe i pushed you away just to see if you'd push back.


(you aren't).